i am not myself.
i am a bit unhappy.
these curveballs are making me nuts.
need to find some peace in my life.
not sure where to start.
miss this little, blogging community.
i would blog more but i hate admitting weakness.
and as of late, i am very weak.
my posts are not always fluffy.
they are not kid-filled.
no interesting diy projects.
i'm not living my life to the fullest.
because i am tired. very very very tired.
and a bit sad.
no motivation. a bit angry. confused.
why so much loss? why?
did i choose the right career? i love cooking professionally. i love learning, but i'm not
learning anything new. i am just going through the motions.
maybe restaurant life isn't for me? it's hard work. its dedication.
and i am no spring chicken.
i don't want to be a 35-40 year old cook. i want to have ideas and see them through.
i dunno. i am lost.
i want my "me" back.